So this morning my dad actually apologized and felt he came off as “too harsh,” and that the things he said weren’t “really what he was trying to convey,” so I’m not exactly sure what it is he was trying to convey at all now. lol I suppose the lesson I’ve learned is that you’re going to have your ups and downs, miscommunications, frustrations and all that good stuff. It’s the first real falling out we’ve had in probably a year or so. Maybe it was about time for it. I told him he really didn’t offend me that much and I sort of left it at that. My dad rarely apologizes so for him to do so was kind of a big deal. I was mostly confused to be honest. The confusion lead to frustration which lead to fear and fear is a manifestation of anger. I didn’t want to be angry though. I don’t believe I have the luxury of being angry, I, we, don’t have the time if you think about it. Either way, for now it seems the battlegrounds have been silenced and the white flags have been risen so that’s a plus. I’ll take what I can get for now since classes are starting today and he’s probably starting Daratumumab (Darzalex) tomorrow as well and I need to have my head screwed on straight.
Remember, you’re never alone.