Well Didn’t Take Long

My dad is back from his NH trip and first thing this morning - Why are my plants dead? I told you to water them (I watered them. I have no control over mother nature.) What are you going to do with your life? You just sleep and do nothing all day. (Funny, I study …

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Don’t Call It A Comeback

It's been a few weeks since my dad went up to NH to visit my aunt for Thanksgiving. He should actually be home within the next few hours. I suppose last night was to be my last "hoorah," as I decided I was tired of constantly feeling stuck, alone and a prisoner of my own …

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The Battle Cry Against Addicts: An Injustice

I didn't need to do this but since I'm an overachiever... ok...let's be honest...I need approval by getting better grades... I decided to go ahead and do some extra credit work for one of my classes. Basically, I just needed to find a video that had something to do with Physiological Psychology and that was …

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Today is my Mother’s Birthday and I Can’t Begin to Explain Just How Much I Miss Her

She would have turned 65 today and I can assure you I would've given her a hard time about it. She was just like that, it's how our relationship was. On June 10, 1998 my life forever changed in a way I honestly can't put into words whether on a screen or out of my …

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The first “F” I might actually be proud of

I can honestly say that I have never studied so hard in my god damn life. Really, no exaggeration here. This fucking class. This mother fucking class. There were two questions that no matter how many times I reworked the question, re-did the math, re-did the numbers thinking I had made a mistake somewhere, none …

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Riding the A Train – Hopefully

After my previous success on my last stats quiz, I'm pretty motivated and if, big if, I can swing an A on this exam and an A on this quiz on Tuesday, I could possibly get my grade up to a B-. That would be abso-fucking-lutely amazing. I've locked myself in my room for the …

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Last Night I was the “Other Guy” and Hilarity Ensued

Ok folks, to say my life is boring at times is certainly an understatement. In the past there were also times that I couldn't understand why my life was in complete shambles either. Well, I knew why but I was in denial and didn't want to admit it was because I was constantly doing drugs …

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